Monday, May 13, 2013

Guilt and stuff

Endings. There's a thing or two about endings that i'd like to share. Endings are not always about closure. Things are left unsaid and people who meant a lot are left without goodbyes. Things you owed people but never gave, and vice a versa. Like a thread unexpectedly broken.
Even though you'd known all along about this, even though it was meant to happen, even though you'd had moments wishing for this moment. it's finally here and its leaving your throat constricted, melancholy and with a sense of loss. It's the parting where we wished for things to have gone differently. The feeling when you finish a book and long to re-write the whole thing.
Missing all those moments that could have been but didn't happen.
When something ends, it's also paving the way for a new beginning. A blank future staring right ahead, like a blank diary you hold in your hands realizing that you'll have to live what's already written in invisible ink; decided by someone else. Some blanks you fill in, some plot twists you're gonna have to work around.
 But why look ahead until you absolutely have to? Why not take pain and pleasure cocktail in looking at the past that is rapidly dissolving around?
why not be drunk in past?


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  3. To get drunk in past is like living someone you were and it is like living a fake life. Something we achieved in past is gone, finished and over. We cannot live in it and stay happy forever!

    1. I've come a long way since and yet I feel that I'll always wonder about things that could've gone differently. But then maybe everything happens for the best

  4. It's like ' We could have had it all' sung by Adele. It just go on like this thinking everything is for best, you'll lose your dreams, you lose your originality and settle with what life gives you. So, don't settle till you get what you want. Get up. Fight!


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